i had to do this.....this song was my first match

The John Mayer song that best describes me is Not Myself You are reflective and deep, but lately you've been feeling awkward and not quite yourself. To others, you may seem distant and detached but the truth is you just need time to figure some things out. To find your John Mayer song, click here.

my second match was 3x5 and the third was St Patricks Day

the day is at hand....tomorrow/today (however you look at it) I am leaving for Missouri...I am excited about the move...mom and i packed the truck weds only to find out that not all my stuff is gonna fit in it because of the shape of the bed of the truck...so today my truck received an addition....it received a car top and a bike rack...the car top looks weird on the back of the truck....but hey whatever works to get my stuff there is fine with me...i am not taking a whole lot of stuff either....whats adding to my stuff now is a bunch of winter clothes that I really did not need in TX...I have that to worry about now cause it kind of gets colder in mo than in tx...

i did some research last night on the lindbergh kidnapping case..that is a pretty interesting case...with the evidence i read about, the police did not have much and the evidence they had was all circumstantial and was not enought to convict (in my opinion)...by the time the trial started everyone had already convicted the man of the crime...what i thought were interesting were the various hoaxs that were happening during the time of the trial and the ones people claim today....if you ever want some interesting reading....just search for evidence in the lindbergh kidnapping case...

oh...a friend did a wonderful job of looking at Philippians 1...check out J5's blog....this entry really made me think about what he wrote...sometimes i think that I have the same problems as him but in different situations....after all we all are human and all have faults...

i think its almost bed time....got a long day ahead of me...i have to wake up before 9 am ... mom is making me :( she says when i wake up at 9 i have slept half the day away.....both mom and dad and my brother enjoy getting up early like at 7....thats extremely early...its not like i have a job or a place to go...oh well...have a wonderful weekend...catch you all later....email me whenever you get a chance or call the cell....ill respond when i have a internet connection or have service on my cell.....miss you all at LU

HAPPY 21st BDAY to stitch.

I thought I would post now. I am just working on putting off packing. I really do not want to because it seems like I just packed. I have no idea what I want to take and if everything will fit. I guess we will have to see what happens. Mom comes home tonight to leave with me friday. My first order of business when I get there is to find an apartment. Second order is to find myself a good job. I have to take care of loan junk in the form of consolidation and deferment. I really do not want to deal with them but I guess I will have to.

My life has definately changed this past summer. I do not know how to explain it but I do know that I have definately changed and so has other things. I cant believe that I do not have any grandfathers any more. That is sad. My dad's dad did not see me graduate from high school or college. My mom's dad saw me graduate from high school and college. He never came straight out and tell me, but I did know that he was proud of me. I was able to get more education than he ever had. I know that he wants me to succeed in life. I just wish he had a chance to share with me whenever I get married. Even though that he would not be there physically but he will still be there in my mind.

Well, I got to get back to packing and cleaning my room. I will try to write more about things before I leave this friday. Have a good week. Miss you all from LU!!